Eventually, as I got older, I began to notice why this rule so important to my parents. I noticed that even when all of our lives were crazy because of just schedules that never matched up during the day we always had dinner at night. Even if it was at 10 o' clock at night. Dinner was held up until everyone was home and then we all ate. This made more and more sense to me as I got older because I realized that our crazy schedules had no effect on how close the family was. ljlkjsdsdffiljeilfjasdlfijladisjfla;difjflaifvhouervbdavuaoiiueeow
I began to see the difference in my cousinss' famliies aroudn me. They began to drift a bit apart because their lives kept them occupied so it almost seemed like there was a sense of lonliness just being with one of them. They didn't have that regular meeting everyday with their families like I did. oijerroieergrklsgrflkseroiqerjoiajrfdidididieieildlkvnvbvildjsafljslkfsleiiuru;roijareoiehroirejgoijr;oijeroepijrowpiejroiejrioperrjgfiohwerrgindvjksdbfbkhdgjfljadfjadfoijadflaijdfoajdfai;ofj;ioadjsfaflia;esgrf
Now that I am in college and living at school I started to miss fullfilling this daily ritual with my family. I
d like to call my friends here my family and I like to call Lewis( more specifically Founders) my home. I started a new ritual with my second family here because if Icouldnt be with my family having dinner like usual then I want to atleast be having dinner around my friends I love.
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What does it mean when I say____ ?
No limits
Sports to die for....
Push
The only thing holding you back is yourself
CAN'T OR won't...
WHat does it mean when I say "Can't or won't"?
It means that I have lived through many experiences or times in my life holding myself back from exceeding because I didn't want to be different. It started when I was younger, kidswould ask me how do you get 100% all the time and I would just say I don't know it was easy. So eventually I didn't like their surprised face when they would see my grades and so I started to get answers wrong on purpose so that I wouldn't get weird looks from kids. They would just disregard my grades and not pay attention to me. It was a better feeling at the time. Later, I realized what a grave mistake that was and how I handicapped myself mentally. I know I did because eventually I didn't have to fake lower grades I was actually getting lower grades. So then growing up once I was approaching high school I actually had to start working hard again to get the A's I used to effortlessly receive. This carried over in sports but not personally. I always played to my best abillity in posrtts. This came into play when iwould see other people slacking. I would questoin if they even wsanted to be there. Kids that werent runnign or easily giving the ball away. Then I realized that I was previously living a life that was the same exact thing. I put limits on myself that did not actually exisgt.
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"Going easy" is like
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Conformation to the aspirations of others is like throwing a life away.
WHy live your life being anything less than everything you can grow to become.,
what if who you are meant to be is exactly what the people around you need in their lives. what if their lives are menat to change for the best because you said sonethign or did something that rang so loudly in their concieous minds that kick starts their growth.
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